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It’s okay to be like this you know.

I’ve always been quite the introvert and its hard enough to bounce off your surroundings and express yourself in an extroverted way. Not only that but I’ve always found I’m very hypersensitive to my surroundings. It’s quite overwhelming at times to know exactly what I’m feeling and how to interpret that. I feel like I absorb my surroundings in a way where I completely loose sense of myself and take a minute to react in an authentic way. It can make me come across as misunderstood. But then again I’m sure I’m not the only one. I am a deep thinker. Most of the time I am residing within my head. I feel things quite intensely and really have to try to understand why I feel a certain way upon reflection.

I can easily say ‘Hi, hello” “how are you” talk about the weather etc but this is just a protocol. I feel like this is where the problem lies in this day and age. Thinking that this is the way to get by in terms of interaction with other people. Like that’s why I could never do standard jobs. I’m more of an intense person who likes to get to the root of things.

I can’t stand people with a chip on their shoulder or just people who are ok with being inconsiderate… But then again I can empathise because it’s what they go through that makes them feel a certain way. I don’t think the world should be like that. It just causes more separation and misunderstanding when you keep that front to ‘guard’ yourself. When ultimately the goal is just to connect. I think it’s important to be more unapologetic and unashamed to be ‘weak’ and ‘vulnerable’ and aim to focus on allowing the good vibes of people to enter our way.

Anyways I don’t do small talk.

Its pointless to me because it’s being ‘fake’ in my opinion. If i do then it’s like tell me something real. More deep. I don’t judge consciously either, and even if I do it’s more a reflection of me nothing personal to you. I feel like this is something that everybody has a fear of. It’s only when you go through things you realise we’re all just trying to figure out the right path true to ourself. When you’re trying to follow in the footsteps of someone else you’re always going to allow the subject of judgement. Pave that way for yourself. Nobody can judge you.